Elena Lesnikova – laureate of theatre prize “Kiev pectorale”
“The best actor’s debut in 2002”
Switzerland. A cafй next to a railway station. Aglaya. She is returning from a mental hospital where she visited prince Mishkin. She misses one more train…
What does woman think about when she is leaving and she can’t leave? What does She feel when her life is run through by It. By something what is impossible to name… It, God, Faceless…inexplicable… In that way love is inexplicable and unaccountable. It is an endless silence… between the words what there is nobody to say… between the two trains when there is nowhere to go… The inner monologue what we can hear by a miracle… The quiet feminine voice over dark waters of all oblivions, separations and unfulfilled dreams… the voice what is going upwards…
“…sometimes I wake up in the night and I lie long in darkness till dawn
it seems to me that once at dawn
once at dawn something will happen
and angel will come to take me
I know he can come only at dawn
and I’m afraid to miss him
but
when all your life is continuous waiting it’s possible that
after all everything had happened already
and to wait for the end
is the only thing that left
all that is left it is to wait for the end…”
“The actress Helen Lesnikova is communicating not with sad Fedor Dostoevskyi but with “cleared out myth”: the text of the play, written very neatly in its simplicity gives a fantastic impression that there is more Dostoevskiy in her monologue than in Dostoevskyi’s novel”.